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eleven more days!

argh. with cambridge interview and bmat to prepare for as well. i dont knw. i like studying in school with my sister. i dont get distracted and i just do and do. just like how i managed to complete all physics notes in two days. i really think it was quite magical considering the amount of work i actually did the whole week :l

but once it reaches the night. really tired switch off the lights. i dont have to 'act' in front of my family anymore. i dont have to pretend nothing is wrong. i'm basically too tired to control my thoughts. sometimes i think till i cry. other times i just think until i fall asleep. argh. here i am saying all these. but in the day i'm advising other people. jem ng says first time doesnt always work out. but both jems i talk to are NUNS so i really dont knw hw to talk about it. it's quite frustrating how kevin's phone and my phone always have problems when we msg. his msges ALWAYS have missing text if it exceeds one pg. and it gets so irritating.

anyway. i need to go file my things soon. the pile of worksheets are irritating my mum and worst of all ME. okay. now i'm the angsty one.

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